Stefan Oskar Neff mission is to assist people around the world in healing their alcoholism and start living to the highest potential. I do this by providing my knowledge of the success principles.
My ultimate goal for everyone is to maximize results!
It's time to own what is already inside of you. No matter what happens in the world today we all can understand that the ultimate answer to every question is Love, Compassion, Empathy, Kindness, and Gratitude, for yourself.
From Zero To Hero
From Zero To Hero
Why The World Picked Me
When we arrived home, life went back to normal. I felt like nothing was good enough. I constantly looked for the approval of my parents, never thinking that I should be satisfied with the love and approval from myself. I was grasping at straws, trying to get my hands on any glimpse of happiness that came my way. Trying to recreate the feeling I had when we had gone camping, but it was no good. I felt empty and unfulfilled. I didn’t know what to do or how to fix it. I thought that maybe this was just the way life was.
When I was 14 years old my older brother got me to try some pot. I liked it and started drinking at 15. By 18 I had moved out and started using cocaine. I was high for 1 year straight because I had finally found the good feeling that I longed for. But it only lasted as long as I had the cash to keep it going. I tried to keep myself working, feeling good and getting high but it was hard. I gave up and moved back home because it was a guaranteed job for me.
In my 20s I thought there must be more to life than going from one relationship to another. I was basically sleepwalking through my life at this point. Wandering aimlessly, looking for the answer and finding none. Day in and day out, I was yearning to find my truth.
All the fears that I created in my own mind & influences from my parents, came forward into my relationships and I was trapped into playing them out time and again. Was this serving my own growth? Absolutely not! Why was this? How do I change it?
Each relationship started out amazing, or so I thought. But the truth was, there was nothing amazing about them except for one or two magic moments here and there (just like my parents). There was a lot of anger around my relationships and that was the true cause of pain in my life. I seemed to be unconsciously seeking out painful situations all the time.